BlUeFoOtEdBOOBi's Xanga

Rebel's Hand

Sat, 22 Jul 2006 17:02:41 GMT

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Monday, July 17, 2006

Mon, 17 Jul 2006 23:35:10 GMT

XANGA...YOU WILL ALWAYS BE MY FIRST LOVE. ALWAYS!

I'M SORRY.

THIS IS THE END.

NO THIS IS!

v THAT IS

END.

Only Superman

Sat, 08 Jul 2006 23:52:27 GMT

Just as I suspected, only Superman. Hmm. Maybe Raven coulda taken em' out herself. Yeah, she could.

On the ...Highway to the Phantom Zone.

Wednesday, July 05, 2006

Wed, 05 Jul 2006 12:14:40 GMT

ima do one dem old fashion xanga entries where i tell you alllll about my week(end)

ummm accept i dont even know what day it is......ill ask...h/o................wednesday! woooah holy crap it's wednesday already!?!?

okay then....allllright Saturday, I was going to go to the fireworks for cburg with john, but screw him, i hooked up with sarah and kiley and some other girl who isnt going to be named in this entry....cause i wasnt named in hers!!! (you know who you are bitch) so yeah i hung with them, and saw one of the sluttiest girls ever....mwahahaha...then trucked back to mount vernon ..then sarahs , next day(being

sunday) ummmm i went home around 1 and went to carlas for a "Pig

Roast"....that was fun. (i feel really gay telling you all what i did, but it

must be done) then i went to Dammon's with .....Kiley sarah alex ashley

shannon sarahs littlest sister her little brother her dad and some girl who shall not be named (bitch).

there i saw penis rolls and ate alot of nachos! then we skeemed everyone,

by making it look like me and alex ate more than we did....and i almost won the trivia

thing, but alex(!!!) freakin signed me out before round three!....spent the night at sarahs

monday....totally rocked out at red white and boom with sarah and kiley

and some other chick...(bitch). they were pretty good....but my human pilow (bitch) and kiley were mocking this jap kid! and sarah and everyone around us got realllll anoyed and somewhat pissed (i think thatd be just mad). and we laughed ...alot...loudly. then we took our damn ol' time leaving, saw some guy hurl, directed traffic, talked to a drunk guy, and slept ...all before we got to sarahs house. so when we did get there, we were all hyper....cept sarah cause she was angry at her mother and siblings and (he who shall not be named minus voltemort). so me and bitch took pictures of a dinosaur, we tried to get a jungle background but the lighting sucks more than your mom, so we took it on the tie die-ness.

after sleeping 3 hours, it was tuesday morning (with light) and my mom came to get me, we went shopping for food and stuff to make bags out of...and then i went to a cookout thingy where we set off slot of fireworks and almost killed someone!

I CANT BELIEVE I JUST ENTERED ALL THAT...I FEEL LIKE A GIRLY

OBSESSED WITH XANGA DORK NOW. ....allllll well. ill live.

Live small, think big, be big, live small.

Wednesday, June 28, 2006

Wed, 28 Jun 2006 13:23:38 GMT

SUPERMAN.....he RETURNS.

.........RETURNed.........as in past tense as in that movie FRICKEN rocks....as in present tense.

All you suckers shall have to wait to go see it in a lame theater with lame people! But I will not settle for such a mediocre journey through one of the greatest movies ever, OH NO....Bryce pulled through and now our eye and ears have absorbed the movie before yours could even THINK about it.

Suckers.

(And for you select few)...Crike ponies.

Monday, June 26, 2006

Mon, 26 Jun 2006 02:40:16 GMT

Come along, let me take you through it all...

From the best arrangement there are flaws. Flaws that sometimes can not be fixed. So let me save you the suspense in wondering what flaws yo may find. I'm afraid of what you'll think, and for good reason. When ever I expose my true feelings, you rage in an outburst of panic! Not to worry, you can't resist. To worry, you try so hard to.

I'm not awake now, I can't open my eyes. Not asleep, you just hold yours shut. Let go, let the pan burn you! You can listen to it sizzle and feel no pain. But if dropped, the pan's contents will shift during flight.... or free fall. After landing, they will steam off your feet and the floor. Mess everywhere! Now you can't expect not to be yelled at. Or asked why you dropped it. There will be hell. And you'll have to clean it up now, too.

One. Two. Three. Four. Wakin' up dead, inside of my head. No matter the sin, I know I've had the chance to be insane, to breath. Holding my breath I stay focused. It's so bad it's got to be good. Any other day and I might lay here till it was time to sleep again, why try and run away?

Slowly you learn and build. Pay attention to what is important, and accept them. Some people it's hard not to. Like you. I had no choice but to fall for you. Snap back to reality. To you, I'm just someone that must be avoided out of fear of mistake. Don't wanna' make a mistake that I'm not worth. The building is complete, but when it rains wholes made from uncertainty and wants let seeping occur. That water rots the foundation and then when it pours feelings and truth, a storm of revealing, you decide to tear down the whole building. One of many stories. Instead of repairing the support. You no longer trust walking on its floors, or opening doors.

Take a damn chance. If anything went anywhere, you must trust that I would be there in full action and no guilt would precede. Certainty. The cost to keep him is too high. And the cost to lose you is too.

But to you, I am nothingness. Something that is easy to rid of the world. To inform you I will spread like a disease until you, yourself, catch it. Except your death into me. Die. Please Die.

I wish not to cry. Everything inside of me is burning up for you to see.

No one wants to feel like a panzi girl!

You don't want to be him, so don't. Be you. And if you are who you say, then I can assume I mean more than the satisfaction of never knowing. Hardly satisfaction. Is it poison? You'll never know; if necessary I have the antidote.

Lions and tigers come runnin' just to steal your love. All I can do is watch, because you shunned me. Will you really make this happen? I'll wait for you to realize. I'll make you realize.

I thought it would, I knew it would.

Sat, 24 Jun 2006 01:37:44 GMT

In certain lighting a shadow can show to be something it's not. I heard of a boy who dressed in red his whole life, and turns out his favorite color was green. Colorblind, maybe, or maybe he was just trying to illude his infatuation.

Illusion, maybe that's the game I was trying to play. What. A. Game. I tried, and lost. And now the flowers die. He tried to mortify.

The Carpenter still eats the oysters, while the Walrus feels it's wrong. It was wrong. I shall never eat from that shell again, I've waisted the money and the time. Do you have to the time?

The time, it is also an illusion. I should have seen the problems a long time ago. Pause. I did. But out of ignorance and selfishness I ignored them, and now they are back.

They are back, but with great cause! I never knew my life would be perfect. Guess I'll keep dreaming about it being true too.

Stuck no more! I see the answers they were right here in front of me. Only need to ask. No answer. Cut me off.

It is what I feared, but I dont care. I dont care what you want, I care what i want, I wanted you. Now, you're gone. I shoulda bought you while I had the money.

I'll take out a loan to buy your trust! Now TRUST ME. You are not the masked man, don't even say you are. If I were to take it that far you wouldnt be Mr. Second, you'd be Mr. First.

Mr. First! That's what I must do, if nothing else.
Nothing else.
Nothing.
No.
Tell me, please.

Sunday, June 18, 2006

Sun, 18 Jun 2006 01:06:52 GMT

So I was just siting there, and all-of-the-sudden.......BAM!

i dont really liek the color blue,

real conversation between me and (we'll call him) R............keep in mind, hes black.
"What's your favorite color."ME
"what?!"R
"What's your favorite color."ME
"WHAT?!"R
"What's your favorite color."ME
"My favorite color is blue."R
"Laaaame."ME
"But everything is blue."R
"All the more reason to pick something else! Blue is lame!"ME
"What....how can it be-what's your favorite color."R
"Yellow."ME
"Okay but the sky is blue...and the water."R
"Nah, the water is green take a second look."ME
"What kinda water you drinkin'?"R
"City-dirty water."ME
"Well, yellow mean slow down."R
"Well blue means your pregnant."ME
"O shit, now why you gotta go makin' me second guess my favorite color, huh!?!?"R

Wednesday, May 31, 2006

Wed, 31 May 2006 19:41:40 GMT

And my answer to that question bryce is, yes, i have.

They tell us "Autumn's a comin' and soon everything around us will die
Only a fool believes that he is different from the birds in the sky
All those birds go chasin' some better sunny days
You can't hear them singing 'cause they've all gone away"

But this one bird didn't leave you
It stayed through the wintertime
You can't hear it sing but you can hear it as it flies
So don't you believe them?
They'll destroy you with their lies
They only see the obvious
They see the sun go down but they don't see it rise
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This one bird didn't leave you
You can hear it as it flies
It's not very loud but you can hear it if you try
So don't you believe them?
Yes it's true someday everything dies
We won't let that defeat us
We can't hear them singing
But we can hear it as it flies.

Saturday, May 27, 2006

Sat, 27 May 2006 02:02:17 GMT

what. a. week.

Weve come so far, but created such a fall that nothing in this world could compare to this at all. So in all the strucken multitude, it'll come hurtling through the air and we will stand a watching it in haughty grandeur there.

Tempers, fevers, blood, and rashes soon the pain will fall to ashes. To run is to run away, or run towards, for say? Only you will never know you're still running either way. Even when you think its over the call for glory is still in tune. Your ears must listen for a diferent sound, the sound of the fork I'll push into you. Beautiful eras pass and the one we've reached: seems weve reached the worst at last. But all we care is of truth and dare and with all that has came it's someone else at the blame. Now you expect a moral? One that rhyms and give this whole spurt a head? "I think not," said Anthony. "Strike one!" The umpire said.

ISJ